Struggle

For some reason, this week has been a struggle.  I have a suspicion it’s because I skipped my workout on Monday and ate a huge dinner that night.  It’s like the green light was switched on to keep going like that for the rest of the week, and now I want to eat, eat, eat.  It was a trigger for bad eating and other bad habits.

I forced myself to work out last night, and I was crabby the entire time.  I hated the workout DVD, I hated the workout moves, I hated the room I was in, ha ha, yes, when I say “crabby”, I mean full-on, no-holds-barred, hissing-and-spitting grumpy.  I finished the 30-minute workout and had intended to add on another short workout for some extra cardio, but I called it a day before I punched a hole in the wall.

I really want a loss this week and to stick to the weight-loss goals I set for each week so I can stay on track for reaching my goal weight before Christmas.  Already thoughts are dashing through my scatter-brained head about going through the drive-through for lunch, even though I have a perfectly good packed lunch sitting in the work fridge.  “It will be the last time!”  Yeah, right.  The last time…until this evening, or tomorrow.  I know myself and my excuses pretty well by now!

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