HUNGRY

I can already tell it’s going to take an act of God to make it through this week without gaining 50 pounds.  I have been unbelievably, insatiably hungry all week.  And it’s only Tuesday!

All I want to do is eat.  And not delicate lettuce or cute little carrot sticks, either.  Bring on the burgers, fries, cake, soda by the gallon, junk food galore!

So far I haven’t given in.  Just a few months ago, feeling like this would have ended pretty quickly in going out to eat, or ordering a pizza, or a pit stop at the store to grab junk and soda.

I don’t want to ruin my great loss last week with a gain this week.  I’m sick of doing that to myself.  It is beyond old.  I want to feel success and not destroy it for once.

I am logging my food on MyFitnessPal again (after experimenting with SparkPeople), partly because MFP has the option to notify my friends when I have completed my food diary.  It’s available on SP, but it doesn’t prompt my friends in the friend feed that I just finished my food diary.  It’s important right now that I feel like someone else is going to read my food diary, for accountability.  I don’t want 20 Cokes and enough food for a small army on my food diary if someone else is going to see it!

This is NOT going to be me!
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16 thoughts on “HUNGRY”

  1. I just had a week like that – and ended up making some nachos (vegetarian of course), loaded with homemade black beans, corn, avocado, cheese and greek yogurt. It was a nice crunchy meal that helped.. some…and I make a pitcher of water with lemon slices… and then drank it twice, lol! You can do this!! xoxo – Kate

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  2. I just had a week like that – and ended up making some nachos (vegetarian of course), loaded with homemade black beans, corn, avocado, cheese and greek yogurt. It was a nice crunchy meal that helped.. some…and I make a pitcher of water with lemon slices… and then drank it twice, lol! You can do this!! xoxo – Kate

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  3. You're doing fantastic and documenting this can only help you stick to it!! I think it's something in the air because I was STARVING all day yesterday!! After much thought, I believe that for me it had to do with the heat/humidity and not drinking enough water throughout the day. Stay strong! It'll pass and the weight loss will be your reward!

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  4. You're doing fantastic and documenting this can only help you stick to it!! I think it's something in the air because I was STARVING all day yesterday!! After much thought, I believe that for me it had to do with the heat/humidity and not drinking enough water throughout the day. Stay strong! It'll pass and the weight loss will be your reward!

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  5. I hear you! I have been doing that to myself…have a loss and then fall apart the next week. It's gotta stop…I'm toeing the line….I've got this!! You've got this. We are rock stars!!!!

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  6. I hear you! I have been doing that to myself…have a loss and then fall apart the next week. It's gotta stop…I'm toeing the line….I've got this!! You've got this. We are rock stars!!!!

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  7. I know what you mean. I'm adding you on MFP, maybe that will keep us vigilant of each other ;)thanks for dropping by my blog.See, that dress was my MIL's she gave it to me. I got it altered & wore it. :)And, damn right that dress is already under wraps never putting that on 😛

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  8. I know what you mean. I'm adding you on MFP, maybe that will keep us vigilant of each other ;)thanks for dropping by my blog.See, that dress was my MIL's she gave it to me. I got it altered & wore it. :)And, damn right that dress is already under wraps never putting that on 😛

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  9. I've had days of feeling like that …even a week at a time. Remember, it WILL pass. Stay strong!!! Stay focused on your goals and what you just wrote in moments of weakness. I'll be checking your food diary 😉

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  10. I've had days of feeling like that …even a week at a time. Remember, it WILL pass. Stay strong!!! Stay focused on your goals and what you just wrote in moments of weakness. I'll be checking your food diary 😉

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