I can already tell it’s going to take an act of God to make it through this week without gaining 50 pounds. I have been unbelievably, insatiably hungry all week. And it’s only Tuesday!
All I want to do is eat. And not delicate lettuce or cute little carrot sticks, either. Bring on the burgers, fries, cake, soda by the gallon, junk food galore!
So far I haven’t given in. Just a few months ago, feeling like this would have ended pretty quickly in going out to eat, or ordering a pizza, or a pit stop at the store to grab junk and soda.
I don’t want to ruin my great loss last week with a gain this week. I’m sick of doing that to myself. It is beyond old. I want to feel success and not destroy it for once.
I am logging my food on MyFitnessPal again (after experimenting with SparkPeople), partly because MFP has the option to notify my friends when I have completed my food diary. It’s available on SP, but it doesn’t prompt my friends in the friend feed that I just finished my food diary. It’s important right now that I feel like someone else is going to read my food diary, for accountability. I don’t want 20 Cokes and enough food for a small army on my food diary if someone else is going to see it!
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| This is NOT going to be me! |
Sweat & Sparkle 