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| No, that is definitely NOT my dress! |
Today was a huge day: last night I took my measurements one last time, and this morning I ordered my wedding dress! Yep, I had to get it online, because living in a small town means that unless I want my dress to come from Walmart, I didn’t have very many options. I hope it fits, but even if it doesn’t, I will have time to exchange it for another size or, heaven forbid, find something else (I really hope I don’t have to do that, though!) I should have the dress next week sometime. I can’t wait!
I still regret that I got my act together too late to be at goal weight for the wedding, but at least I finally did get started. I will likely be in the low 160’s by the wedding next month, and then I will have just over 20 pounds to still lose to reach my goal. I can live with that. I’ve worked hard to lose this weight, and I’m not going to discount any of my effort or sweat or work.
I like to do things backwards: I bought my jewelry and shoes months ago. I actually bought both before I had chosen a dress, but I think they will all work together perfectly. I don’t want anything fussy or anything that needs to be boxed up and tucked in a closet afterward, so the shoes and jewelry are items I can wear again after the wedding. I just wanted the wedding to be the very first time I wore them.
Of course I’ve been working on wedding plans long before this, but for some reason, ordering the dress made it like “Ahhhh, this shit just got real!” It’s coming up quickly. I have five more weeks to lose whatever I’m going to lose before the wedding!


