Funk

I am big-time in a funk.  (I hate that word, but it was the first one that came into my frazzled brain).  I feel down and drained, and I am just floundering around, not making any progress.  More than likely, I will have another gain this week.

My car is finally running good (knock on wood), but it took a big bite out of my wallet.  I’m overwhelmed at work and desperately need to clone myself to get everything done.  But to be honest, I don’t even know for certain why I feel so down.  Yes, there has been a lot of stress lately, but it’s not anything I normally wouldn’t bounce right back from and just keep plugging away.

I need to change some things up.  I don’t like Insanity Max 30 anywhere near as much as I liked Insanity, so I tore down that workout calendar and am just scrapping that idea.  I am not going to force myself to do workouts I don’t like, because that is a guarantee that I will soon find a way to just not do them at all.

I hate that my original goal of reaching goal weight by the end of September has been obliterated.  There is just no way.  I have completely wasted two full weeks and am working on pissing away a third, with a likely gain again, putting me even farther from my goal.  What the hell is wrong with me, anyway?

I am frustrated with myself and just wanted to check in, let you guys know I am still here, just not doing much good for myself right now.

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Author: Sweat & Sparkle

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14 thoughts on “Funk”

  1. I think you had such a big goal for your wedding and you were so psyched up that it pushed you to succeed. Unfortunately, every day life is more mundane. I know you set the September goal but is it something you were as passionate about as you were the wedding? I think the reason most people regain is because they lose sight of why they wanted to lose weight and or that reason was temporary and when the reason goes away so does their motivation. In other words – I think this “funk” you're in is completely normal! Once you sit and refocus and reset your goals – you will be back on track 🙂 I know it!

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  2. I think you had such a big goal for your wedding and you were so psyched up that it pushed you to succeed. Unfortunately, every day life is more mundane. I know you set the September goal but is it something you were as passionate about as you were the wedding? I think the reason most people regain is because they lose sight of why they wanted to lose weight and or that reason was temporary and when the reason goes away so does their motivation. In other words – I think this “funk” you're in is completely normal! Once you sit and refocus and reset your goals – you will be back on track 🙂 I know it!

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