I am big-time in a funk. (I hate that word, but it was the first one that came into my frazzled brain). I feel down and drained, and I am just floundering around, not making any progress. More than likely, I will have another gain this week.
My car is finally running good (knock on wood), but it took a big bite out of my wallet. I’m overwhelmed at work and desperately need to clone myself to get everything done. But to be honest, I don’t even know for certain why I feel so down. Yes, there has been a lot of stress lately, but it’s not anything I normally wouldn’t bounce right back from and just keep plugging away.
I need to change some things up. I don’t like Insanity Max 30 anywhere near as much as I liked Insanity, so I tore down that workout calendar and am just scrapping that idea. I am not going to force myself to do workouts I don’t like, because that is a guarantee that I will soon find a way to just not do them at all.
I hate that my original goal of reaching goal weight by the end of September has been obliterated. There is just no way. I have completely wasted two full weeks and am working on pissing away a third, with a likely gain again, putting me even farther from my goal. What the hell is wrong with me, anyway?
I am frustrated with myself and just wanted to check in, let you guys know I am still here, just not doing much good for myself right now.
Sweat & Sparkle 