The luncheon for work on Friday went smoothly, and the wedding over the weekend was beautiful, simple, a very nice day. When the pastor started talking, my fiance (well, husband now) both turned to look at her, and she whispered, “Look at each other,” which made the kids giggle. I know it meant a lot to my husband for the kids to be there, and it was nice just all being together, enjoying the moment, enjoying the day.
After all the time and energy invested in hunting down my dress, dresses for the girls, and shirts and ties for the guys, all of us were dressed up just long enough for the ceremony and some pictures, then almost immediately started stripping to change back into jeans and t-shirts and get comfy. We went out to dinner, which was delicious, and I had enough left over for my lunch the next day.
Only problem? I really leaned on and relied on the upcoming wedding to stay focused and disciplined. Now that it’s over, I feel my focus slipping fast. I absolutely REFUSE to gain any of this weight back! But all I want to do is eat. Start over next week, I deserve a break, let’s celebrate…you name it, the excuse has passed through my head a million times.
I am not finished yet. I have about 15-20 pounds to go yet to my goal size. I can’t quit now. I can’t start backsliding now. I need to get focused and set a new goal to work toward. Well, the kids have school open houses near the end of August, which is about 5 weeks away. I think I will set a goal of being well into the 140’s by the time of the kids’ open houses. That is at least 7 pounds in 5 weeks, which is totally doable.
I might also start a weight loss challenge on MyFitnessPal, where I used to log my food before I decided to test drive LoseIt. I have to brainstorm some ideas and see what seems to feel motivating to me.
In the meantime, the kids are still at home for the rest of the week. I’m still just so happy they were there for our wedding and able to share that with us. It meant a lot to their father, and it meant a lot to me.
Sweat & Sparkle 